September’s End
We have walked into mid september, and eventually we will walk through month september with mixed feelings, for the least this is the case in me. Mixed feelings, because, there are still a lot of undone things, there are still a lot i havent seen out, there are too many things for me to undone as it has become history, even so, there are even more thing that i wish i could have turned back to change the course of its progression, indeed, there are too many ‘there are’s and too many ‘what if…’ for me to recall…
It was once my very wish to be awaken when september has finally ended, but at this moment i see a lot of reasons for not wanting that to happen so, after all, the feeling of remorse has been tormenting me for some times as i could not convince myself to belive that i have done enough to match my portfolio, and i seen too many things which i should have done it in another way, in another fashion, just for the sake of the whole system.
Nevertheless, there’s no point to linger in the past, but we have to stick to the present and learn from our mistakes, then strive towards betterment in tomorrow. I have seen the sites that need mending and i shall make sure everything i think is inappropriate be inherited to the next bravor who stands up and inherit this very invaluable treasure in UKM, Pesta Tanglung UKM…
