Hope.Reinstalled
Been living like a dead lately, after the memorable week has gone away i welcome back the normal life. Was at a lost at first but before long i knew what i had to do for the week as i was facing the dead line as i preparing for the presentation for the thesis. Busy-ing with the presentation never seemed to be able to drain my mind away as i didnt find myself drowned into doing it with full heart as well.
What was i thinking? its about future, the near future.
Time is ticking as we speak, and the d-day was approaching like a moving train, i’d to admit that i found it more difficult to breathe as day goes by… and i found myself getting more stucked and drowned, until the vibrator of my phone started to work its work on one occasion in a hot afternoon…
The call was an expected call, since the month of May, and it had been disappointing one all these whiles, not until this one that confirmed with me that the hope had been re-installed. Was only a brief phone call but it carried a huge weightage in it as the dead fire was lighted again, just like Pippin lighting the fire on the citadel in Minas Tirith, hope was revived and motivation was again gushing all over my veins…
And this is exactly when i said" i am back"