Buying Fish in the FishyMarket
Look at you, You may think you see who you really are,
but you may not actually know yourself well enough actually.
You thought you’ve been doing things, accomplishing tasks,
thinking smart, learning hard, seeing vast;
but you may not have done what you think you’ve done,
You really think that you’ve been trying hard to reach the balance
between so many factors, when you have not the gut to tell yourself
that you’ve given up and disappointed so many parties;
You thought that people should understand about the difficulties and
necessities for you to sacrifice them, or to neglect the invaluable
friendships and bonds between you and them, You also been
struggling to convince yourself that things will not become worse if
you’ll always keep them dear to your heart, but look!, you’ve strayed
far away from them, you’ve put your own self into a different world
from the world once belonged by you and them. Now, you cant
spend your time with them like you used to in the past, you cant
get to stop by and say ’sharing is caring’, you can hardly have meals
with any of them nowadays, you understood all the cause and
effects some 8 months ago when you took on this silhouete of
distinction,
and yet often you’d feel lonely when you’d have felt much better
had you not make that decision to take on this responsibility.
You encouraged yourself to continue this journey, when you are
discouraged by numbers of variables in this journey.
Oh my why you still trotting on this furrow, because you wish for
things to change for a betterment,
why you still walking on this rope, because you thought it will be
worthy when the final whistle is blown after the second half of the
game,
Why you still giving out your efforts, because you keep telling
yourself that the victory will be so sweet that you’d not want to miss
out on,
Why you still spending your tireless efforts on all these causes,
because you really care about everything concern them,
hey, you must not lose your way, although you’re hit hardly by the
breezing wind.
hey, you must not give up hope, although you’ve obtained magic
number 288.
hey, you must not be disappointed, although you thought your
efforts were misunderstood as your trickery spying game.
hey, you must not feel hatred, although you found that your boon
is indeed your bane.
Hey, You must buckle up and continue walking, with your head held
high, because you know what you can become…
because…
you’re - my reflection in the mirror
