Archive for June, 2006

静止不了的心

Thursday, June 29th, 2006

夜,已经是深夜了。

人也开始静了。

正当环绕这我的周围与星空变得异常静时,为何这一颗心总是不能随着宁静?

那群惹人厌恶的青蛙与蟋蟀毫不留情地在讽刺我的孤单。好笑,它们以为我在与孤独对抗着,却不懂其实是我在嘲笑它们的无知及自以为是。

我是一个人吗?

是。

才不是呢!

在每时每刻,心里面都被你占据了的我会是一个人吗?

看起来,的确是只有我的影子在陪伴着我而已;但是,想念你的心却不容许我孤单,它总是在促使我对你疯狂的思念,要我一直在思你,念你,想你,念念不忘的是你和我的时间,是我俩的话题,是我们的互动,只有你声音在脑海里不停止地被 ’重播’ 着。

看! 闪过眼帘的不是你的俪影吗?

听! 这不就是你的声音吗?虽然它并不是很柔细,但却无疑是我每个分秒都盼望听到的一把声音。

无时无刻都看得见,听得见,只属于你的一切,你那独特的特点。。。

多么想再一次,可以在那光线度低的环境,在那较为漆暗的空间,再度凝视你的眼睛,那双可以传神通讯的双眼,犹如迷人仙境。

现在,连蟋蟀被青蛙的杂声吵到投降,抛弃其营地而消失于漆黑的夜空了。蟋蟀跑了,就剩下这青蛙,在星星一闪一良的星空下,它的孤单更明显地被反映出来了。

哼!刚才它还在讽笑我,现在,它才是可怜可悲。

因为,

我的头脑已经被睡意蚕食了,陪伴它的将是它那惹人厌的呱叫声而已,哈哈。。。

Your Faith, My Belief

Thursday, June 29th, 2006

I havent found things great for sometimes already, albeit still not as bad as an egg with samonella, but I have never liked it, and I’d never have liked it. Was it you or was it your you-know-who that brought above these ‘fluctuations’,ya fluctuations indeed because things havent been consistent now, I think it needs no answer to make one understand.

I felt for you. When you were down and upset, I would felt no different from what you felt. I do not know whether your defiance is a good thing or not. It is certainly good that you have the faith in keeping your belief, it will always be a thing too great if somebody has confidence in themselves, albeit we wouldn’t know what they believe in are gonna bring them good thing or bad thing. It process of reaching the truth that you are seeking may pain you at times, and after enduring those painful times the fruits may come sweet, I cant deny you this. But hey, we can only hope as we do not know what the future has installed for us.

You may think that its worthwhile to sacrifice anything in the course of chasing your dream, in this case, your belief. Alas! Although I have my words to say to you but you will never hear me no matter how I tried, but, I just want you to know that I will always standing at your back, when u need supports or encouragement, you can have it from me.

I know you are stubborn and you are in denial.

You certainly are holding strong to your belief.

Do not fall into despair, your feet in the quarter final, play the game well.

Oh my England, I’ve no idea why you’re not performing well in Germany.

it just didn’t seem to ‘click’, but, I will still be supporting you.

P.S  ‘you know who’ is—- England headcoach in WC2006, Sven Goran-Eriksson

It has been so long…

Monday, June 26th, 2006

since the day i started falling on you, it must have been ages ago because i really cannot recall when was the exact date already, all i know is, it was really like a decade ago when that happened.

     The passion i have for you, has never changed in this lengthy period of time, i am still one of your superb and loyal admirer.My life is all about you. My everyday has been bright and great, just because of you. I have a friend asking me why did i fall for you, you know what, i couldnt give an exact answer to the question, strange…maybe, love means love, this is one of the finest reason already. i feel happy for your successes, and if you faced with tough times, i’d feel worried for you, you have got me bounded to you for so long and i am sure this will be the same for years to come.

      Since that very day, i have been no stranger to being awake deep and late in the night, just because i wanted to spend my precious time with you, to accompany you through the lonely night, you bring me joys and thrilling moments, eventhough you’d never hear me talking to you, but nothing could stopped me from getting the messages you were transmitting to me via your very special and thrilling way. Thanks for all those tiredless efforts of yours, fatigue has never been a word in your dictionary. There were times you brought me disappointments but i have never regretted for staying awake all night long for you during those wednesdays and tuesdays midnight…

      For all these time since i have known you, i cannot muster the strength in me to tell you that you havent changed, because you really have changed a lot. you were like that in those days, and now, you are, ofcos still bearing the same name of yours, albeit with different features and personalities. One thing that is so obvious that one can tell without seeing it is, you have changed and you are really blinded. i have been hoping that one day you will rediscover your path and again being your unique ownself.

       I will always be watching you. my heart will always stay with you. you have my love, forever love…

       if you do not have the faintest idea of who you are, i will remind you of your identity… you are

        Manchester United Football Club, the RED DEVIL

      

                                               i LOVE Manchester United!!

Highlight the hidden lines, to reveal your name

魔法。伊人

Friday, June 23rd, 2006

祈求你会开心,要懂得珍惜自己。
盼你别要逼你自己,

累了,要休息;痛了,莫强憋;哭后,要微笑。


何以想亲口说的,总是不能讲?

要借助这短讯来交往
。。。

每一个分秒亦在挂念你,
无奈,你说怀念是不妥。
纵使愤怒过,但转眼又宽恕,

也许,

这就是你的魔法,长存不灭之魔咒。。。

你听得到,我停不了。。。

Thursday, June 15th, 2006

大约十五个月前。。。

          失去,曾经让我痛心。。。

          痛苦,战胜希望火炬。。。

          黑暗,蚕食我的生命。。。

          绝望,夺走的是笑容。。。

     痛彻心扉

   在七个月前。。。

          假期,让我莫名空虚。。。

          事实,要我对你抗拒。。。

          爱情,让我矢志不渝。。。

          摆脱,不难也不容易。。。

          接受,其实并非良药。。。

          短讯,成为唯一联系。。。

          记忆,对我无情讽刺。。。

          思念,让我深跌情谷。。。

          放下,真的很不容易。。。

          挣扎,感性战胜理智。。。

                                              <<爱情的化学>>

            五个月前。。。

                        明白,爱你需要心细。。。

                        肯定,想念并非习惯。。。

                        真实,感觉无法否定。。。

                        爱你,我会一直持续。。。

                        决定,你是我的唯一。。。

            不久前。。。

                        你说,待我犹如知己。。。

                        劝我,早日抽身脱离。。。

                        感觉,你是无法找寻。。。

                        希望,无损我俩友谊。。。

                                                                        ~~ 坦诚话语 ~~

今天,

            我仍为你痴情,依然蕴蓄爱情。

Who is problematic?

Sunday, June 4th, 2006

its kinda funny,

在他眼里只有自己,

半点都不像Bruce Lee,

倒是有点大monkey :D   

Problems always come from ourselves, ur failure is ur inability to overcome YOUR PROBLEM..other ppl r not to b blamed to cover ur weakness!!

when u are given a problem by a math teacher, the problem will only be a prolbem if u cant find the solution,so,the problem comes from ur inability to work out the answer of cos 90 = 0

when ur history teacher ask you who’s Chin Peng,for the nerdy student they can answer that chin peng is a ‘ketua communist(opss..is komunis)’..but u cant..so..problem again comes from you..but despair not!because it shows you are not nerdy..well i guess..this isnt funny..

U need a Hair Dryer

Sunday, June 4th, 2006

You Need a Hair Dryer, because your head is wet.

You Need a Hair Dryer, so that u can dry your wet head.

You Need a Hair Dryer, then wont have a wet head.

You Need a Hair Dryer, so you cant say“我已经洗湿了头”.

You Need a Hair Dryer, then you can 找回理智,寻回自己.

You Need a Hair Dryer, then you can 看清前路, 作出衡量.

You Need a Hair Dryer, to train u to ignore his shoutings.

You Need a Hair Dryer, to teach you 再能忍,最后烫伤的,只有你自己.

You Need a Hair Dryer,  because your head is still very wet.

You Need a Hair Dryer, but, are you willing to use it?